January

The cold tacts on you like stipple.

The more you battle these things

These feelings they grow inside you

These mutations of your desires

I’m telling the truth the best I know, when I know you’ll know

I know there exist thoughts that only exist in the cold

Janus sensuous outlines of a you that could exist past constrains

It’s the question?

Could I ever be one thing?

Refined , smoothed out and brand new

It’s the potential of a destruction of comfort

A disruptive force that may leave you shattered

May leave you grasping for understanding and protection.